The thing about love is

You don't get to pick who you love, 

and you don't always get to pick the situation you are in.

It's the hardest thing being far away,

most people know that.

It's even harder with a time difference.

I don't know how many times there have been where I want to talk to Tyler

and he's sleeping.

Or if he wants to talk to me, but I'm just getting my morning started.

Lately he has been so busy with his new job that we have hardly been able to talk

and at times I feel like I'm being slightly ignored.

I know it's not the case though.

He wakes up early to drive an hour to work very early in the morning,

which means that he's tired when he gets home.

So it will be 7PM my time, but 9PM his time

I want to talk and he's getting ready for bed.

Plus he wakes up at around 3:30AM his time

and I'm just heading to bed.

I guess I got used to when he was in college.

It was so much easier when he could stay up late because he didn't have school until the afternoon.

But now he has graduated and life for him is starting.

I know I won't be out of school for a while, 

which is another issue in itsself.

I just want to be around him

but for now all I can do is wait until he isn't busy.

Skype has been our best friend for the time we have been apart,

but even that doesn't work 100% of the time.

So we will have to see what happens.

:)